Thoughts while First Love by Utada Hikaru is playing...

I know I appear to be strong...
I appear to be independent...
I appear as if I can survive anything...
But I hope I won't have to sing this song...


~Utada Hikaru's First Love...~

To think the very next day you'll never think of me again...
To think that you'll be with someone else...
To be crying as I thought of you and singing this sad love song...
You'll always be in my heart and even when it hurts...
I don't want to forget you...
Because you're my first love and taught me how it is to love...
You are my first...
I know I won't forget you even if you go...

I maybe just another girl from the crowd...
I maybe just some girl you happen to meet...
We both don't know if we'll end up together for very long...
But I know I'd want to hold on to you...
I want to spend time with you...
I'd like to keep you and not give you to just anyone...
I want you to know that I love you and I care about you...
For now till for forever...