Sunday, June 20, 2010

Things that have been on my Mind...

You said it... You wished that I had just remained as your imouto-chan...
Did you really mean it? ... Why?
Am I doing something wrong or said something that have offended you?
Am I a bad girlfriend then? Since you're shoving me away...
I don't like it at all...
I feel as if I sunk from someone special to you to someone you just notice because you have to...
Can't you tell me? I know you are thinking of a lot of things...
You tell me we're ok... But why can't you tell me?
What do you definite as ok...? And can't I be here for you like you are already there for me...?
I don't think it's fair for either of us... I've been meaning to talk to you about these things... But I know you're busy and when I do get the chance it would get stuck, not knowing whether it's a good time or not...
I want to share more time with you... Because whenever you're near me...
I feel safe... I'd feel like I'm loved and never alone...
Don't you love me anymore... Or do you like someone else now?
I don't even know what's going on in our relationship anymore...
I used to shrugged it off as something we had that was different from any other relationship but...
Right now, it's driving me insane... I've been having nightmares of things I really shouldn't... About us...
Do you still want to stay like I want to stay with you?
I know you've changed and drama isn't really your thing...
I want to be with you... I really want to be with you...
But from everything my head's getting into weird conclusions ever since that day you wanted to change back...
They say you changed even more now... Yes, you changed into an angrier you...
But I still see a bit the you I really love...
It might not be through your words, but I know you're still you...
But if I did anything at all... Will you please tell me what to do and what I did wrong?