It's us, right?

With all that has happened...
You say you changed...
And I don't disagree...
The guy I fell for and the guy I see...
Is somewhat different...
I was thinking it was a part of you that no else could see...
A part of you only I could see...
But since then little by little it started scaring me...
And I guess I was wrong since you don't want that part of you...

It's starting making me wonder... Is this really ok?
To be like this...
Is it really ok that you are with me?
Because I don't really know...
I'm not your type, am I right?
And you didn't seem to feel that way before...
You say you want to go back...
So does it mean we should go back as well?
To the days that we weren't together...?

I've liked you for a long time...
And bit by bit I started falling...
But I said no... I can't when
I knew too well you liked someone else...
When you didn't seem to see me that way...
How do I tell you I get lonely without you...
How do I tell you I want to be there by your side...
How do I show you how much you mean to me...
Where do I even begin?

Is it even too early for me to tell you
How much I care about you?
How much I want to be near you?
How much I want to spend time with you?
Or even talking to you...?

But right now you're avoiding me, huh?
After that talk, we had...
I know you need your time...
I know you need your space...
So will everything be fine now?
What will happen next?
What should I do...?

Our Song

DJMAX First Kiss - BJJ

The first time you told me this was our song...
I didn't really know what it the song meant...
I asked around and no one knew...
I even asked you but all you said was,
"it's about how it feels to have your first kiss..."
I searched for the translation but couldn't find one...
Until now... As I read the sub lyrics
and heard the song that was set as my ringtone...
I cried as if I couldn't stop the tears from coming out...
And it makes me cry whenever I see these lyrics and read them...
But I never seem to be able to put it down.


~English Lyrics of First Kiss - BJJ:~

I get nervous if you look at me like that
Give some time and turn towards me (turn around)
I started to laugh when I want to hide
Close your eyes, kiss me love and come closer to me...

I'm so nervous. I can't think straight.
I seem to push you away without noticing, I'm sorry.
My heart isn't mine anymore, what should I do?
Baby tell me now. Don't be sad.
Go back from the top.

I like you, I really love you.
It's true, I want to love you everyday.
I'm falling for you bit by bit.
Why am I so anxious?

It was too fast for me, but I pretend not to know
I wanted to be on your mind and kiss you (I wanted to)
But I couldn't trust you glare since you were my first love
But how could I refuse? You were so cute.

I wondered how first love woulc feel like.
I wanted to be rough, but gentle, be a girl like EV star
Somehow you had already pulled the trigger
How should I say this?
Go back from the top.

My heart is beating harder.
It's true, I want to love you everyday.
I'm falling for you bit by bit.
Why am I so anxious?

I like you, I really love you.
It's true, I want to love you everyday.
I'm falling for you bit by bit.
Why am I so anxious?

I wondered how first love woulc feel like.
I wanted to be rough, but gentle, be a girl like EV star
Somehow you had already pulled the trigger
How should I say this?
Go back from the top.

I like you, I really love you.
It's true, I want to love you everyday.
I'm falling for you bit by bit.
Why am I so anxious?

I like you, I really love you.
It's true, I want to love you everyday.
I'm falling for you bit by bit.
Why am I so anxious?


And you're right... Maybe, this song is a song for us...
The question is this also true for you as it is to me?
Where all the words hit the mark...
And I do really love you...