It's us, right?

With all that has happened...
You say you changed...
And I don't disagree...
The guy I fell for and the guy I see...
Is somewhat different...
I was thinking it was a part of you that no else could see...
A part of you only I could see...
But since then little by little it started scaring me...
And I guess I was wrong since you don't want that part of you...

It's starting making me wonder... Is this really ok?
To be like this...
Is it really ok that you are with me?
Because I don't really know...
I'm not your type, am I right?
And you didn't seem to feel that way before...
You say you want to go back...
So does it mean we should go back as well?
To the days that we weren't together...?

I've liked you for a long time...
And bit by bit I started falling...
But I said no... I can't when
I knew too well you liked someone else...
When you didn't seem to see me that way...
How do I tell you I get lonely without you...
How do I tell you I want to be there by your side...
How do I show you how much you mean to me...
Where do I even begin?

Is it even too early for me to tell you
How much I care about you?
How much I want to be near you?
How much I want to spend time with you?
Or even talking to you...?

But right now you're avoiding me, huh?
After that talk, we had...
I know you need your time...
I know you need your space...
So will everything be fine now?
What will happen next?
What should I do...?